i'm still in homeroom.. ponned math lect :P
(hears angie beside me, threatening to kill jason for... ahem)
lol.. let them settle their little dispute abt.. ahem.
haha.

it's so sad. i was suaned during gp just now by ting ting, lacretia and jamie.. saaaaaaad. i cant tell lame jokes anymore... it's like:
Anne: tell you a story, you must laugh k.. it's abt an ant and an elephant. an ant was crossing the desert, and saw an elephant approaching. then it dug a hole in the sand to hide himself, but he put his left leg out. a lizard crossed his path and asked the ant: "what are you doing?". the ant answered: "shhhh... i'm going to trip the elephant..."
lacretia and jamie: ha ha ha.
ting ting: *silent*
Anne: ting ting.. why you no reaction one...
ting ting: cos i know the story...
lacretia: we know too, we're just laughing cos you told us too..
Anne: ... ... ...

ya.. i told them to laugh cos before that i told them a joke and they didnt find it funny.. so saaaad!!! i officially retire from the Lame Club.. and join the physically handicapped association.. need more training.. haii

my dar tricked me. she asked me to look at the gallery and i did, then i thought potato was walking past our table, so i turned, and was going to shout "potato", but... damn it. guess who i saw.. so embarrasssing. it made me look as if i deliberately turned to look at him.. arrrrrggghhh~ and he had to go to the drink dispenser to buy green tea.. when our table was just beside it. grreat. and dar had to put her shoulder around me and ask me whether i wanna buy grrrreen tea. how wonderful. arrrrrggghhh~

i feel like running now. as in p.e. running.. dunno y. i feel as heavy as an elephant. yaya.. but i wont be tripped by the ant. >_<

have u ever been insulted to the very core and feel so useless and that you were nothing but a burden ever since you were born?

ya. i have.

by my very own mother.

haii.. i'm in B11 ONCE AGAIN.. this is so sad. i have broadband internet waiting for me at home and i'm here with what?! 56k super-slow-loading com. bahhh.
i'm wallowing in self-pity, dont stop meeeee.

i cant believe i forgot all about photo-taking yesterday.. and the worse thing was, JS and i were the only ones absent. so i have to take photos with HIM. uuuuggghhh... nooooooo... i dont waaaaaaaant!!! *cries*

(angie and jason playing beside me now.. very noisy, these 4yr-olds..)

hmph. fran sabotaged me just now at ET's table.. super-traumatised! *glares at fran* luckily ET's super blur.. or else i would've died.

(angie and jason again, tsk tsk tsk.. jason asking angie whether she wanted a.. er.. ahem)

it's not that i'm eavesdropping, but these 2 are super loud!! i hope B11's soundproof.. haha.

geez~ the enthu mr lee who led us through College Song and Glory Glory Hallelujah...

i cant believe i had to nag my mom to stop playing the com! sheesh! this is getting from bad to worse.. even my mom is becoming a com addict!

i dont want to start on this, but i cant help but wonder whether my grandma's staying at my place is the reason why i cant seem to concentrate on my work??? i have to admit, i really wish i could have my own room back.. at least i could shut out any kind of disruption.. small ones at least. arrrrrrgh~ my grandma's only leaving to one of my uncle's after her bday party which is like in SEPTEMBER!!! -_- prelims would have been over by then.. get my room back also no use already!!!! if i fail my prelims i'm so gonna kill myself.

btw, DC sux, although Mr Silas is not that bad. i'm never gonna pon gp again. HAHA. i'm sure hazel agrees with me. :P

oh my. College Day is.. i dunno what to say? boring? not exactly. except for Han's speech and cheering for people, i think the rest of it can like go to sleep! one thing that kept me awake was cheering for Chelle! i'd slap her back like a million times when ritchie (her darling) went up stage.. lalalaaa.. ritchie is not bad looking! and they look good together! wheeeee! the next couple of the yr man..(after mimi and mermer of cos!) lol~ i think the best part of College Day was the last part when we were singing the College Song, cos that old man was super hilarious man! i bet he leads the College Song every yr.. (cos he did it last yr) it was kinda mean, but almost the whole hall was laughing at him.. geez~

surprisingly the day passed very fast.. phy geog always seemed to go on forever, but it went fine today. Mr G scared me, or rather our class, to death this morn. he came into class, when it was supposed to be math tut, and said take out our human geog tut. gosh, Mr G should've taken a photo man, cos our faces were like.. super stunned. haha. then it was poor jason's turn to look shocked cos he was the one to pass the msg that human geog tut was on mon.. Mr G sure knows how to spring surprises on us mannnn.. he even joked that he's taking over math tut.. i almost believed him k! sheesh~ then Mrs Ng came in and we were like.. so relieved!! lol~

erm, i think the break after math lect was the most traumatising.. ET was like sticking around in the cafe. not like i dislike him now, but i mean, why walk RIGHT IN FRONT of me when i'm talking to Fran?!?! the space between Fran and i was so narrow and he just had to walk through it.. really, somebody tell me why he had to do that man. but then again, i didnt even bother to look at him.. i wonder why. angie almost knocked into him.. or did she? i still think he looks cute after so long. i wonder why too. *pulls hair*

i'm getting too excited for the Rome trip. perhaps i'm mad, cos i've started to think about some stuff i'd wanna bring there.. the trip is like 5 MONTHS away!!! but maybe it's not too early for my mom to start writing down the list on Things To Pray.. haha. i seriously hope that nothing bad will happen just before the trip.. eg The Sars Strikes Back or something.. i better start praying now.. lalalaaa~

it's the end of the week.. and i'm tired even though i havent even started hwk.. i'm a pig!! heck la, i'm gonna sleep NOW!

i'm in SA Library!!
hmm, i seem to be blogging everywhere else except at home.. O_o
sadly, i'm waiting for D.C. which is at 2.30.. what else, for ponning GP..
luckily Hazel's doing with me.. i dont wanna do dc ALOOOOONNNNEEE.. haha. anw it's Mr Silas who's discipline master now.. i wonder if he's as sadistic as Mr Muthu... ugh~ *crosses fingers* >_<

haii.. i'm not looking fwd to Fri, aka College Day, COS! we have to go to sch at like early in the morning for GEEEEOOOOG (dryman's) dyiiiiiiingggg... while others can report in at 12.45.. sob.

my brain still cant register the fact that prelims are approaching. i just cant seem to settle down for a non-disturbed time to do hwk and revise... sux. when the time comes for hwk, my eyelids automatically start to droooooop... esp for econs. i really dunno why. my body is sooo against me! *wails*

btw! JS wrote KELVIN'S hp no. on angie's tissue packet today.. haha. i'm quite sure u didnt chuck it away honz! grab the opportunity ya? hohoho.. she's gonna kill me for this.. hm, i've promised not to tease her about sammy but i never said anything about keeping quiet when it comes to her NEW LOVER KELVIN? hiakz~

ok, i better shut up soon. geez, this seat's freezing! i can see icicles dripping down from my fingers! :P

i'm in homeroom B11! with 3 sane people: michelle, mimi and grace, and 2 super insane toots: angie and jason! angie is like screaming awaaaaaaay! and jason laughing.. sounds scandalous. *teehee*

i soooo dont wanna talk about what happened during econs which was just a period ago, but ya, er.. Mr Wee was exclaiming that the class clock was missing, and we guessed it was stolen. BUT THEN, he exclaimed again about our missing class markers.. that was it. he asked me why the markers were missing. CAN U BELIEVE IT?!?! I CANT BELIEVE IT!! then the class started laughing and going "OOHHHHH...." and i was like OMG?!?! *hears angie and jason panting behind me and what seens to be the sound of a chair topppling* ok, now they're screaming.. haha. no matter what, i'm not turning behind to look.. :P

oh shit, there's another class coming in.. gotta run!

WHEE!! i got the WAP for my hp today! SOOOO EXCITING.. i was trying out the webbies and d/led a few ringtones and an ugly matrix reloaded wallpaper. ack. i doubt i'll be using much of it anyway, cos the service prolly costs a bomb. eeks~ *shields eyes from the next hp bill*

ahh.. i know it's a tad difficult to read the black words against the dark purple, but pls bear with this layout for now.. cos i changed it jus today morning at like 2plus?! perhaps i should get something super plain. like plain white. just WHIIIIIITEEEEE.. heehee.

btw, we're supposed to update our CIP forms and return to the tutors.. BUT, if i havent done any, how can i possibly update?! the only recent one is Metta.. anything before that i dont remember! and the total adds up to only 29.5hrs!!!! what the?! 20hrs=1 pt.. sheesh. for the first time in my life, i'm going to FAIL CIP. WOW...

our deeeeeeeaaarrrrr principal Mrs Lim Chye Tin just reminded us that today is the start of Week 4.. grrrrreat. prelims commence Week 9. i have a pathetic 5 weeks to cram all that math, geog, and econs into my non-existent brain. God pls help me...

ooo.. i know i'm a super suaku but i just found out in one of my emails that authors including Jane Green pose as readers and send in good reviews just to boost their book sales.. how disappointing! to think i like reading her books! haha.. well anyway, the SAJC Library has great Jane Green (The Hulk's sister.. hulk=green???) books.. just finished reading Bookends.. super-addictive, funny..

"CATH AND SI ARE BEST FRIENDS.
Total opposites, always together and both unlucky in love. Cath is scatty, messy and emotionally closed, and Si is impossibly tidy, bitchy and desperate for a man of his own. They live near each other in West Hampstead, close to their other best friends Josh and Lucy - who are married, with a devil-spawn child called Max and a terrifying Swedish nanny, Ingrid.

When Portia steps back into their lives - beautiful Portia, the undisputed queen of their group at university, who broke their collective hearts one night and from whom they have all gradually, silently, grown apart - her reappearance sets off a chain of events that tests Cath and her friends to the limit. Does Portia have a hidden agenda, or is she just looking for happy endings all round? Whatever the answers, none of them could ever predict the outcome..."

quite an enticing intro to me.. and the ending is just as what the author says: unpredictable. i think the addition of gay characters (Si) tend to make the plot all the more exciting.. i cant wait to borrow more Jane the Green books..

oops, Holland V on Ch8 is starting soon.. i'm gonna chop a good seat!! cos my whole family watches it.. haha.

shit.. this is becoming a weekly blogging thing.. and i dont like the way this is going..
i was going to finally log on to blogger but my dad just had to come right behind me at that very second and request that i let him play a few rounds of Freecell.. ARGHHHH. that's life for me.

BT2 results are depressing. for me. i still havent had the guts to tell my parents about the nice red F that i scored for Geog.. UGH. i'm such a coward. but then again, my ears will have no peace once i tell my mom.. everyday my mom will hound on the F.. regardless of the A i got for math.. can u believe it, she had no reaction when i told her "i got A for math!" how encouraging. bah.
ANYBODY OFFERING GEOG TUITION?!?! econ tuition commencing this week.. *rubs hands in glee*

ANYWAY, JS's bday party was yesterday (day before yesterday). and u know what?! i was so shocked. my mom actually thought i was going clubbing! (the word "party" is very sensitive for her u know) hahaha.. i wanted to roll on the floor.. if u know what i mean. to me, JS and clubbing just dont link.. LOL~ ok what shocked me was that she didnt scream about me going clubbing, since she assumed i did. WOW. miracle mannnn.. *wonders* does that mean she approves? so does it mean i can go for the next party??? *slaps myself* THINK PRELIMS! haha, now back to JS's party.. hmmm.. for one thing, i seemed to be the only one who thought his hair and shirt looked good.. O_o? (oh nooo i will not talk about the pants!) and we were almost constantly suaning angie and sammy.. *evil laughter* i'm 100% sure i'm getting slaughtered the moment i step into school.. eurgh~ the party was ok, food not bad! and i agree with angie, his yvip friends are pretty sociable.. left the party early though.. obviously most of us were feeling out of place with Js's other friends, so i wonder why JS insisted on getting everyone to play games.. guess the supposed ice-breakers didnt turn out as he expected?? *shrug*

okok, so i sorta ponned choir. :P but since JS gave me an invitation, it's a valid excuse right??? pls tell me Mona (my choir mistress) wont kill me.. *crosses fingers*

GUESS WHAT. i DIDNT go to Embassy! *pictures the angelic me* puke puke.. haha. seriously i could've, since my mom assumed i went clubbing.. oh darn. think kim's gonna kill me if i tell her.. at first i was feeling all guilty about the red F, now i so regret not going.. bahhh. life's full of regrets. Discuss.

oh my, do i hear something about Centro??? hahahaha... 25th july??? that's exactly one month to PRELIMS. darn again~ if i went for Embassy i'd never go for Centro, not for a million pounds.. (er, not literally)

got thrashed at pool today (or rather, yesterday).. sob. i'm super rusty, considering i havent played for many months.. but it was fun hanging out with the guys.. and i'm such a super suaku! 1st i didnt know bus 167 goes to thomson.. ARGH. 2nd i didnt know Jem's grandma stayed jus opp him.. lol.. and 3rd, our Archbishop Nicholas Chia (YES HIM!) is his GRAND-UNCLE. sheesh. and everybody knew that. double sheesh! haha..

BT2 is gradually freaking me out. i just reminded myself of my sucky grades and i'm probably gonna do this badly for A's as well.. EEEEEEEKKSSSS.. kiss goodbye to NUS.. ARGHHHHHHHH...

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phew.. did cip today man!! 3 hrs.. for Metta.. it's the rehab centre i got attached to after my sec2 Youth Voluntary Involvement Programme (YVIP).. JS is in it too.. as in the camp, cos different groups were attached to different homes.. some old folks, some orphanages.. it was a 2-week attachment at Tampines Metta.. had a real gd experience with the folks there.. altho i had quite some communication problems.. very few folks could speak english. oh yea, i was like thinking, folks before our time can speak english??? haha. lesson learnt: dont underestimate old folks. and most of them were lonely cos their children "dumped" them there.. one of the grannies told me that. ok, soooo, 2 of my metta frens and i went tiringly around Toa Payoh Hub to hunt for ppl to buy Metta's hand-made bear keychains.. sheesh. u might think 3hrs is easy shit but it's NOT. it's worse than flag day.. we got a big plastic bag of bears each, 5 different colours: light pink, brown, purple, orange and yellow. and after 3hrs our tins were nowhere near quarter-full.. talk abt demoralising. the usual stuff u get when u ask ppl whether they wanna "adopt a bear for only $2", like, treat u as if u're transparent, give u $0.20 and expect to get a bear (the naive children did).. and u could see all those disappointed faces of those kids who sooo wanted the bear but bcos of their stingy giam-to-the-core parents they couldnt.. ONLY FOR $2!! and they're hand-made k! we were so demoralised and tired that we couldnt wait for 3hrs to be up.. we even did a countdown.. haha. spastic, but under those circumstances, who wouldnt?! however, the only consolation was that i met Auyong, Shamu and Weiling at the hub! made them buy a bear each.. ouch. really sorry abt it, but i was really desperate for someone to buy the bears! ya, and tried to persuade Jem, Greg and Aileen to buy the bears cos they were there too! i wish i had bumped into more frens.. then they'd hate me for making them buy bears.. wahaha..

i always wonder, are parents always bias against girls? like everything my bro does is condoned and mine isnt?!?! i'm like the fucking older one here! oh, so that means he can hog the com without getting grounded.. he can bathe as long as he likes, even longer than me.. no curfew at all at sec3, while during my time it was so different.. have the same allowance as me when he's a bloody 3 yrs younger!! i demand an explanation and a compensation! in sec3 i only got like $5/6 everyday.. now my bro get $10. bloody hell. i totally had the misconception that my parents were non-bias and treated both of us equally. damn it man. so now i have to be the stupid little angel and he can go be the gunman.

Life is unfair. Comment.

ya, so does that mean i'll be screamed at when i tell my parents i'm going Embassy this coming sat? sure thing. first thing dat happens the moment i mouth p-a-r-t-y my eardrums'll burst. i'll see my mood. it's 2C1, stupid angel or rebel-gurl. hmph.

why do i not have time to blog even tho i haven been rushing thru hwk? ask my bro.. hmph~

I LOVE CHARLIE'S ANGELS! yee-ha! i seriously dun mind watching it again.. haii.. but do i have the time?! NO.

ok, the twins ladeh and ladan have already left this world so why do they keep flashing them on the news? really sad for them tho.. i, like sharn, thought they would most prob survive cos of the modern tech in s'pore.. so i was wrong. i tink most ppl were over-confident of the surgeons, the tech and all..

sammy&angie incident again on fri.. they had lunch together, more like we forced angie to eat with sammy.. but u know, sammy's such a gd sport ya? no hesitation when we asked him to join us.. lol. really sorry abt it honz, everytime we see the 2 of u together we tend to forget everything.. *promises* i'll TRY not to do it again.. heh~

oh yea, yesterday was really fun.. Parish Youth Council (PYC)'s annual Praise n Worship really rocked. quite the christian way of doing PnW.. not bad at all.. plus there were new songs, so it's not the it's-the-old-songs-again kinda thing.. refreshing~ really enjoyed myself, sung my lungs out. haha. it's true, wad Fr Yeo said.. we shud bring more ppl over nxt yr. it'll sooo rock. heh. and i was beside Felicia.. she's my sec1&2 classmate.. from 4S4.. (dith u remember?) she's back for vacation.. lik Jing.. saw her at IJ Carnival with Amelia and all! the IJ memories jus whooshes back all at once.. altho it didnt hav dat much of a special feeling anymore cos the buildings' not the same anymore.. i doubt they even sing the IJ Spirit Song anymore... it's like when we went back for mass last yr.. it was sooo quiet.. maybe it's bc Sr Anne's not der?? (ok, it's not ME alrite?) hm.. jumping from PnW to IJ Carnival... wow.

btw, talking abt reminiscing days in IJ, Nurul msged me!! the last time i saw her was a coincidence at SRJC! when CYF was having the Sports Fiesta! dat was last yr! missing the days of AEP now.. haha. and i thot i saw Mr Teo at IJ Carnival.. wonder is Mrs Tay went back.. didnt get to see Mr Teh and Mrs Teo Whye Choo.. miss all of them.. sob~

kk, der i go.. rambling on and on.. der's jus sooo much to talk abt IJ.. :)

hear ye! i'm going to Rome after A's! it's a CYF thing.. and after much talk to and by my mom..i can go, on the condition that i write down a list of wad to pray when i go der.. haha. well, it's not my fault that i'm so forgetful rite? thanx to my mom, now i'm wondering if i'll freeze to death der.. haha. i had to listen to my her complain abt how much $$$ i'll spend on clothes and allowance.. darn. ECONS ECONS. Forex rate... bleurgh.

Embassy Party. 19th Jul.. PRELIMS.. 25th Aug.. seems like i cant go for it??? like wad shawn said.. i keep saying i dun go, but come sat i'll end up der.. ARGH~ it jus seems so difficult to forget it when it keeps revolving in ur mind?!?!?!

ok, gonna catch Charlie's Angels later at cine.. not with angie tho.. heh. maybe i'll go stalk her after the movie.. lalalaaaa..

wheeeeeee... the chalet was fun!! altho i had to carry alot of extra food home.. and there were no stars!!! but the bbq food was great and the staying-up-almost-all-night was fun too.. it's almost-all-night cos i decided to catch some sleep just before dawn.. the most enjoyable part was suaning angie and sammy like crazzzzzzzzzy... hehe. *sees angie charging with a parang* whoohoooo. like HALF the class knows!! muahahaha.. imagine the WHOLE class went for chalet and gets all the juicy info about angie and sammy's love life mannnnn... wheeeee.. LOL.. OH YEA, and the TRUTH OR DARE was the juiciest.. haha, altho i missed out the part when sammy had to spill out the truth about who he likes.. darn. couldnt hear him say "angie". darn darn. HAHA. and eugene was super good at asking all those questions! dat got all the guys, esp JS dying.. haha. i'm not gonna spill it here... those who dunno go ask JS. lalalaaaa.. for me, i did have to tell them abt ET, and angie had to add in all those stuff ya??? hmm.. mine not as juicy as JS's la.. cos it's been for quite long already.. plus it's LDMR-ing.. nothing interesting, not like sammy&angie-interesting u know.. hehe. i wonder when will we have such a fun time again?? wheeee...

anw, stayed on at sentosa after the chalet to meet kim and angela.. ok la.. sadly it was just the 3 of us.. and plus i suck at vball and it's like their cca! truthfully i felt kinda left out la.. since most of the time i either cudnt get the ball or shot it to africa or sth.. maybe that was a bad timing.. besides sunset bay was like dominated by guys.. so weeeeeeirrrrrrd. so i gave up trying to play vball, decided to go for a swim. shucks. wrong decision. got stung by baby jellyfish! that freaked kim out tho.. sorry~ but luckily it wasnt too bad.. kiim's hp got stolen tho.. bad timing as well, cos her 7250 died.. is tat suay or is dat SUAY?! well anw, i jus stoned while they played vball game with some other guys.. really sian la.. so i left lo.. wad, stay there and rot meh.. plus got cyf session ma!

talking abt session, it was, how to say. really struck a chord man. after listening to isabelle i sorta thought that the 2nd part of session was arranged for me indirectly kinda thing.. it was like God had meant for me to go down for session, for steph to make me go down even tho i was super tired.. really thank steph for tat act.. otherwise i really wud've jus stuck my head into the pillows.. yeaa.. so i poured half my chest out.. it's like such a accumulated thing so if i started i wud've taken lik 3 days to finish it... it wasnt too emotional.. but the act of re-accounting just sent tears streaming automatically.. guess the cut's really deep.. i never thought all these relatives' stuff would affect me dat badly.. and just 5 yrs ago i was so ignorant abt all those stuff.. to think my mom had to bear and suffer alone.

anw, is partying really that bad?! i never found it very.. er.. BAD. does partying mean i'm rebellious?! cmon! do i look rebellious to u?! it's also not like i club every week?! the last time i told my mom i was going for party after abstaining for 3 bloody freaking MONTHS and wanna guess wad she said?! mom shouts: girl ar! why u ALWAYS go dancing?! --> -_- >_< like 3 months is ALWAYS meh?!?!?!?! i sooo found no sense in her claims.. THEREFORE, i'm going Embassy on the 19th. HAHAHA... i'm wicked~

can i believe it?
can YOU believe it?
EXAMS ARE OVER!!

haha.. i'm going mad.. i don't care if i fail BT2.. it's over!! wheeee!!! *breathes*

shopped abit today.. haven't felt soooo gd for such a long time... and i could tell Fran was tired but she still accompanied me till i got my stuff.. i luv Fran!! :)

oh yea, i should start writing up a list of what i wanna do, before i dont have a chance to.. somehow it has finally dawned on me that i would not have ANY life after school starts again.. double sian..

what's playing on my wmp now: Tavares-Heaven Must Be Missing An Angel
ooooooooo... i like so cant wait to watch Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle!! *excited excited* i saw the cd at hmv today and i was so tempted to buy it.. luckily i didnt, cos i jus dled most of the songs.. HAHA. so much for fighting piracy.. btw, Justin Guarini is good! his voice is so smooth..

ahem. IS ANYBODY GONNA ACTUALLY WEAR THE ANTI-DRUG ABUSE PIN?!?!?!

*chants* chalet chalet chalet... so excited i cant sleep! lol... i wonder what we're going to do at the chalet tmr.. the girls are definitely not the kind to join me in their bikinis and suntan and play vball.. darn. at least there's bbq! still thinking about how to spend the night in sentosa too.. absolutely no idea, except that i WILL NOT play mahjong or card games the entire night. total killer man... maybe a stroll along the beach, or just lie on the soft, welcoming stretch of sand and stare up at the starry sky... that is if there are any stars at all.. hmph.

hmm.. there's a party at Embassy next sat.. heard there's free flow.. ooooo.. so tempted! haha. guess i'm going then! :P hope the free flow makes up for the freakin 25 bucks.. heard the music's gonna be great too.. oooo... lol. *cant wait*